A Letter to my daughter, Briana:

When I first found out that I was expecting you I was filled with joy and hope. I wanted a baby girl for so long, and I knew in my heart that's just what you were. Your Nana knew it too.

I was so blessed to have you growing in my tummy. The doctors told me that you were ill, but in my mind you were perfect. I loved feeling you kick before I closed my eyes. The night before you were born, I saw you in my dreams. Briana, you were so beautiful, and you looked a lot like your Aunt Jesse. I saw you walk with Jesus, hand in hand, down a narrow road. You were laughing at silly things and you loved the tall trees that surrounded you. You didn't know any sickness, and you were nothing but beautiful and happy. I will keep this memory with me always. I want you to know that there are so many people in heaven that awaited you. Your grandmother Doris, your great-great grandmother Nana, your great Aunt Cana, your cousin Eryn, your uncle Richard, and so many more. I know they are rocking and kissing you right now. They will take care of you until mama and daddy get there. I can't wait to hold you in my arms. You will always be a part of me, and I promise to never let you go. I love you! -Mama

It's amazing to me that a little girl that never even took her own breath could change my life so dramatically. God is so wonderful. I am thankful for those 18 weeks I had with her, but also for a lifetime of memories. Rest in Peace my sweet angel, Briana Jesse Bryan 3-2-10